Today was literally the worst day of my life. 
I’m 100% certain I’ve lost a few friends and reputation. I’m admittedly pretty bitter about some things others have done. But I’m still incredibly sorry. 
My sense of self is all over the place, I lost it somewhere along the way.
But oddly enough, the reaction I got makes me think it isn’t the end of the world.
Somehow, “good news will work its way through all them plans,” like Modest Mouse claims. Let’s hope they were right, I feel like I have a chance to restore some balance when the time comes.